New Leaves

Today I woke up reflecting on the word faith. Not the religious definition, relating to a belief in God, but a trust or confidence in something.

Yesterday I received news that something I hoped wouldn’t happen, did indeed happen. I know this sounds vague, but I am looking to protect the privacy of a former staff member of mine. A decision was made regarding the staff member. It wasn’t anything I had to do or agree with, however, the impact of the decision is weighing heavy on me now.

I have always been the type to person who wants others to succeed, grow, and do well. It’s been part of my professional core beliefs for over 30 years. I have faith in humans to be there for others, especially in their times of struggle and challenge. But, professionally it seems people are doing less to support others. Instead seeking solutions, they simply remove the issue or in some cases the person. This was the case with my former staff and it made me lose my faith in people, or at least some people.

However, yesterday I also spent the day supporting friends who were dealing with a serious situaiton. It was a long day of the unknown and waiting to find out what the final outcome would be. I spent time sharing stories, reflecting on life, and being there for my friends. After many hours, the news we were waiting for turned out to be better than expected. It was a relief after much uncertainty. I wasn’t the only one who was part of my friends team of support. There were many people who took time to let them know they were thinking of them. I was touched by the care and thoughtfulness of so many.

Yesterday my faith in people was lost and then restored. However, today is a new day. Despite the mixed feelings and emotions, I believe in kindness, compassion, and a chance to do things better. I plan to visit my friends and phone my former staff member today so they don’t lose their faith in humanity. I hope my actions can be the change I wish to see in the world.